I slept until 12:30pm today. I was in pain, felt lethargic and hungry. There was no tasty food in the house, and strawberry, non-frosted pop-tarts were not appealing. We had snow today, despite it being spring. So dreary and overcast. I finally got out of bed at around six, and ordered flatbread sausage pizza and mango ice tea from Uno’s. I sat, reading a book on following your dreams. The book resonated with me.I felt as if I was reborn. Finally, with food in my belly, and written encouragement, I felt alive, ready for the next day! I must get my life back and make moves.
March 22, 2011
March 8, 2011
Today is my birthday. I wish that I had a wonderful party surrounded by friends and family at an upscale locale. But being broke and tired , that could not happen. Well I need to reframe and shift the paradigm. My next 45 years on earth I want to enjoy and actually live. I am no longer in a profession that drains me and now I can focus on my spirituality and financial goals. I still hope to help others and maybe meet a soul mate. Over the past several months I have neglected myself something terrible and my habits and routines were deplorable. I slept all day, didn’t keep a “good house” and wondered why I wasn’t happy. The stress in my life caused my hair to fall out, checks were bouncing left and right, male friend was demanding, I could go on and on.
However, I can do better! Happy Birthday Me!